i've been living in lies and an empty promise. it's like when you drop something, it still functions, but just because you dropped it once, it gets scratched, so it's not perfect anymore. well, you live with it even when the scratch is there, but now, you treat it differently. it just won't be the same anymore. to put it simply, it's the start of something new but not something better.

so yea, tragedy kinda struck today but my boys were with me. leon and yuquan, always there at the right times. so yea, we explored the usual places and a really cool one at the top of singapore as well. finally bought my emporio armani watch. so yea, it was a really terrible day to endure.

ended the day at yuquan's business for some new year goodies purchase. then a walk on my own to that special place, now i'm home. oh, polytechnics are jokes, they tell me that after a diploma, starting pay is like 1.8k. is 1.8k even fit for a human? my calibre is certainly worth many times more than that.