dear fanglynn,

it's 5am here, i just got home from dropping the boys home. we went to old changi hospital to look a little, realised my boys are pretty much cowards like me. anyone would be a coward there right? haha. then we headed to 85 for a super sumptuous supper, after that it was just hours of aimless driving and mccafe in town to chill out for awhile before adjourning the gathering.

now i just realised my air con temp is at 23 and not my favourite 18, all thanks to you la! grr. oh ya, drove past your house just now to take a look when dropping leon. herms as usual never off tv, was so tempted to go into your room. oh wells, i'll miss dunbar walk lots, don't know when i'll have a chance to drive down that road again. sigh.

at this point of time, i got so many regrets, so much remorse for the wrongs i've done, i feel so empty, really, i feel very lost. i did not expect such feelings to come. maybe it's a good thing, made me realize how much i want and need you. i swear i'm a changed person when you return.

miss you tons.
come back soon, love you.

PS: don't ask yuquan anything about my emotions at the airport. i'm angry, you turned back after entering the gate, ugh!