i really wanna own chem.

so i slept at 6am last night or should i say this morning. don't ask why, it's kinda shocking. hahaha. so yea, i woke up this morning and just continued studying the moment i go out of bed, didn't even leave my room till lunch. lol. boring day, just tons of studying. paper is in the afternoon tomorrow, chem. so i still have quite abit of time. i hope not to die too terribly tomorrow.

38 hours to chem.

the amount i studied today was pathetic. slept alot the whole day, then went kallang macs with my cousin for like half an hour to study. then that was it. i came home and it was rugby and soccer on tv all the way. shit.

Untitled.


so i woke up early this morning and headed to liangjing's house. the meridian boys were there too. so we played computer games. no more mahjong, we've banned it from our list of fun things to do. so yea, i went to study while they continued playing. i was tempted to play only, but looking in the eyes of liangjing and leon when they advised me to study, i couldn't let them down.


yuquan did advise me to study also la. but i still can't trust that he meant well. like he said, a person's sudden change of attitude can be very scary. i envy the meridian boys, their promos are over already. ugh. oh, the picture above. the soccer player in our game had a shark biting onto his head. i don't know why. so we had a picnic, we played soccer, we played touch rugby, chatted alot and finally, cam whored!

Kappa!

then it was nap time...

i was raped by leon and yuquan, i laid an egg and the egg lighted up. oh ya, i had flu the whole day, i was really moody and now too. hahaha. so it was a not very productive day and my promos are so very near. like i said, my friends around me are really good influence. =)

Meridians' Freedom Day.

so i woke up early in the morning and headed to study alone at white sands macs while waiting for the meridians to finish their last paper of their promos. the rain early this morning was discouraging for me to wake up and head outta house. but i always tell myself this, nothing should stop me from studying. so yea.

then i met the two meridians, leon and yuquan. to celebrate their freedom, we decided to go somewhere really high to signify freedom. so we managed to find a rooftop for photo taking and also a background of their school which explains the picture above. if you notice in the picture, you can see their soccer field, it's way too class, it's outrageous. anyways, the rooftop was really scary, my legs wobbled.

so it was steamboat time! we went to that place in marina square, the one where you can make your own ice cream too and we ate alot.


and we played with some eggs on the pan after eating...


then it was fry-your-own-ice-cream time...


then it was play-your-ice-cream-time...

so yea, i'm home now. so tell me, which J1 student actually goes for a steamboat buffet 4 days before H2 chem promos. well, i can only say i have friends that are of very good influence. thank you lord.

"Me love me blanky in the whole world. Me sad if me blanky would go away. But if you lose your blanky, me give up my blanky for you cause that's how much me loves you."

Class Pullover!


so yea, $35 for that cloth up there. the phrase leon said some time back is lingering in my head recently, "we are crazy boyz, we always make it somehow." i really really hope so. hahahaha. so yea, this morning went back to school for extra chem lesson. i didn't regret going because my teacher gave us two pieces of paper filled with tons of hints. the sacred pieces of paper. lol.

so yea, i was sadistic. i headed to marine parade library after school alone. yup, alone. then i studied for quite abit until it was lunchtime. my parents picked me up and we had lunch together before i was thrown home to watch the repeated telecast of last night's rugby match. zzz. i'm gonna go nap now, i'm suffering from severe narcolepsy.

Chinese Paper.

so yea, school ended before 12 the past two days due to exams. if it was back in my tk days, the crazy boyz and i would be kicking some ball now at some street soccer court even during the exam period. maybe that's why we always got better results than what we expected. exercising keeps the mind alert yea. haha. but now, i'm home, early, no life.

paper today, i don't wanna say much. i just hope the miracle of 11th August 2006 will occur. yeap. byebye.

Let the promos begin!

i think GP paper today was feasible, tangible, vegetable, whatever.

dear TIMES magazine. let me off will you? i have a very busy life and you just keep sending me your magazine week after week. i have 9 copies unopened on my desk now. forget it, just keep my subscription fee, i don't need a refund. just stop sending me will you? please.

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

Drag Flick!

i very happy because i haven't played hockey for like a month and i went back to play a match which ended moments ago. i thought i lost everything, fitness and all but i scored. to make things happier, it was a drag flick. to make things even happier, i created the short corner myself.

alright, so now it hit me suddenly that the promos are starting tomorrow. it hit me once more when i realised i didn't study a single thing today. life is good, but not always.

Premier League Finals.

yes, we've done it again! double champions like last year, both guys and girls winning the finals 3-1 for the girls and 3-0 for the guys. woohoo. why can't we stop winning man. by the way, for the guys, it's the 6th consecutive league title already. like the meridians like to say, why are we so pro? we also don't know. ahahaha, retarded.

so yea, went for dinner with nurdee after the game and gave her tips from the love sage. she was so happy, her teeth could almost drop outta her wide smiles. ahaha. wanted to join the guys to watch kumar perform at some pub in town but was too tired. ya, kumar, the gay indian. it's some stand-up comedy, i've been wanting to go for the longest of time but never had the chance. ugh. study time! =D

Mr Louis Vuitton|Mr Burberry|Mr Gucci

in

Glam Kids on Friendster.

South Zone Colours Award 2007.

Glory of 07A11.

Saints Hockers!

so yea, it was kinda cool sitting in a big hall listening to the emcees reading out 600 names, listening to speeches, getting up there to collect a scroll and see 599 others do the same thing as well. oh, i found out something, south zone most powerful zone! we have 600 people and the second zone trailing behind us only have 200 plus! moreover, the national schools award, given to 15 schools, 8 are from south zone! whee! =D

so yea, i went back to training finally. i found out a few things during training. my fitness is hopeless, i first panted alot. next, i ached all over. finally, i felt dizzy. it's amazing, one month without intensive training and you become nothing. i better start self-training after promos man.

okay, something serious now. a pervert was caught by the hockey girls and warned by the hockey girls during training at ccab just now. people who have been there before would notice the toilets have windows which are high above. this old man tried looking at the reflection of the windows to see the girls bathing inside. bloody bastard, should get castrated. anyway, he was warned by a senior player. so yea, be careful if you happen to bathe there.

alrights, i'm gonna go sleep and wake up in the middle of the night later to study. byebye.

i can keep a secret;

school was fine today. anyhow, i'm in one of the darkest moments in life not and facing a very tough period of time in life which cannot be settled until more time pass by. nope, it's not because my promos are coming but because of my terribly short hair which was somehow being forced to be made short. so all i can do now is to wait for them to grow.

ahaha. so tomorrow will be the last day of lessons and then it's two weeks of exams and tons of mugging to compliment it. life is hard, very hard. oh ya, something which made me very happy today is when my project work group got back our written report draft. every aspect of our written report were exceeding expectations. woohoo! like i always say, we're the best group. =D

TEAM SAJC Tea Reception.

i dedicate this picture to clarisse and michelle.

haha, so yea, the tea reception. mr wong came back, my pe teacher for last term or something likedat. he had to give a super emo speech to the principal during the event about his days in school as a student and as the basketball captain back then. cool stuff. anyways, all he told me was not to follow his footsteps and get retained because of sports taking too much time.

anyways, the event was not too cool. watched the new Team SAJC video, some emo speeches, haka from the ruggers and finally the food which turned out to be quite lousy too. hahaha. anyways, i further shortened my hair moments ago. the discipline master better nod his head when he sees me tomorrow, he shouldn't be pushing his luck too much.

i just dug this phone from some corner of my room and i'm gonna temporarily use it coz the colour is just so irresistable. don't you think so? =D

Time is running fast away!

so yesterday i wasn't too sure if i was sick and karma had to make me sure by giving me diarrhea this morning. i was so enthusiastic about school but it was delayed because i had to rush to see a doctor for some medicine first. well, being the good boy i am, i rushed straight to school after seeing the doctor.

so i was just in time for chem lecture and i went home after that because i wasn't feeling well again. anyway, tuesdays are all about that chem lecture only isn't it? the rest are a waste of time. haha. so yea, time is running fast away, the big big promos are coming yet i'm still haha-ing everyday. i must be joke. i shall go study now.

oh ya. thank you hitomi so very much for that 'fake coach' card. it was really sweet of you! =)

ORANGE SIN.

i think i was sick when i woke up this morning. last night, i predicted leon and i would be sick today. it really happened. so we met to see a doctor together. wow, i was amazed by how calm i was when leon was 2 hours late due to his bed being too comfortable. so yea, we saw the doctor. i didn't know what leon told the doctor but he sure had a hell lot of medicine.

anyways, we decided to eat a thai buffet because we recovered immediately after seeing the doctor. i doubt it's the doctor being too good and definitely not the medicine coz we didn't take it. it only leaves me with no choice but to believe that the medical certificate sure worked wonders for us.

so yea, the food was great with tons and tons of varieties. oh ya, the ice box exploded. inside joke, you all won't understand. so we ate till we were bloated and we decided to let it digest by taking a long walk to the library nearby. then it was study all the way for a good four hours or so. i must say self-study is way more productive than sleeping in class.

we saw this kid in the library. it sure is tough on kids these days. i didn't know one had to mug so much just to graduate from kindergarten. well, highlight of the day in the library was the orange mistake and the orange sin. another insider thing, you all won't understand again. hahaha. i shall go study more now. once again, leon and i were sick today. i think.

Silly Sunday.

so that's what i have been eating the past month or so. i really don't wanna be like that boy in the picture and yes, i ate kfc again today. sucks luh. so last night we ate alot also, and we stayed at hongkong cafe to kinda study till 4am. madness. then we slept at about 6am at leon's.

9am was the time we woke up today i think. all i know is we had less than 4 hours of sleep and we sure struggled alot trying to get outta bed. breakfasted, got out of the gates and met distraction. so distraction met outside the gates went on to delay us for an hour or so. anyways, leon went for his cheapo haircut to satisfy his negro in school.

then it was eating in parkway, we tried studying but failed. dizziness, aching neck, straining back, sleepy eyes. so i cabbed home and leon left for home as well. then it was a heavenly nap. way too heavenly. gonna go do EoM now, i wanna do 3 more drafts before the deadline on friday.

Pre Mid-Autumn Retardation.

look at that medical certificate. i used microsoft word to do it followed by a photoshop production for the clinic stamp. it looks like the real thing ain't it? since i found out that it's illegal, i shall not use it. it's for admiration of my computer abilities only. hahaha. everyone i sent the picture to fell for it and thought it was genuine. woohoo!

so today i went to help yuquan and family out. tons of fun we had luh! selling lanterns, mooncakes and everything la. i admire yuquan alot, his dad organised the whole bazaar and the whole thing belongs to him. yuquan's the little boss there man! woohoo!

so it was a really scary thing to do when the main part of the day came. it was to escort the member of parliament through the bazaar. super stressful stuff but we safely escorted her. then yuquan's daddy piled on the stress by making me talk to her to tell her about some balloon thingy and what it signifies. in the end, the balloon thing didn't burst. zzz. so yea, i talked to her and shooked her hand.

picture time!
and more pictures on the way home...
alright, it may sound crazy but i'm gonna head to a 24-hr cafe to study with leon now till dawn. woohoo. back to nerd mode! =D

Today.

T-shirts for sale anyone?

due to forseen unforseen circumstances, i didn't go to school today. in fact, i met leon at funan to mug and mug before heading to look at rugby jerseys at canterbury. haha, they even sell saint andrew's and anglo chinese jerseys on the shelf. too cool. i'm aiming the south africa jersey while leon sticks to his boring french.

then we went to marine parade library to study. he left, tessa came, then pam came also. yes, pam, we were scheduled to meet next year actually. hahaha. so tessa left pam and me behind and we continued studying. very very productive day and i'm very happy.

Mini toilet bowl!

alrights, the hockers are coming to pick me up for supper! whee!

School Quake!

alright, tremors again today but felt in school again this time. early in the morning and there was an evacuation. sadly, it was during our long break so no lesson time was eaten up. ugh. well, the real sad thing is the poor indonesians though. such things make me appreciate geography more, how a little movement in nature can cause so much panic all over regions.

so yea, something you don't feel everyday, tremors are lovely. today marks the start of the fasting month for the muslims. i showed my support by not spending a single cent in the school's cafe today. it's the first time since school started that i never bought any food for one whole day. hahaha. cool cool. nap time! zz.

EARTHQUAKE!

Rugby World Cup 2007 fever!

okay, maybe just tremors. i felt them moments ago and i thought i was dizzy or something. then when pam told me it was real, i asked my maid if she felt it too and she say yes. she also thought she was dizzy. ahahaha! if i knew it was coming, i would try all sorts of experiments and even look out to see if the pool has ripples. lol.

anyway, met leon today for carl's jr. lunch. then cut my hair rashly without looking at the price first at raffles city. i forgot raffles city was a glam place and having my hair cut there would not be cheap. dammit.

Sexy Blazer.

so yea, went to borrow blazer together with baizura today and she had to choose a super tight and small one coz she says it will look better. ahaha. oh ya, it was borrowed for next week's Colours Award by the way.

pe was not very fun today with a stupid lesson on softball but private pe lesson after that was fantabulous! soccer! it's been long since i really played soccer in school. the last being back in tk. hahaha. so i had lots of fun, yeap. i'm really tired, shall go sleep pretty soon. zzz.

Term 4 started fine with tons of smiles in 07A11! being nominated for National Colours just added the icing on the cake too! oh ya, SPA was wayy better this time round. =)

feed me antidepressants;

school's gonna start tomorrow. i've never felt any day more depressing than today. the meridian boys are not only in the same school but class as well. when they are lost in class, they help each other in work. they have each other during breaks to have some fun and laughter. they have each other to talk to during lessons. after school, they can hang around in school together before heading home together.

as for me, i made a mistake to not join them as a meridian boy. i'm not a loner but i'm just very selective of friends. perhaps i've grown too attached to the meridian boys and refuse to let any other friends come into my life. i have nobody to crap with during breaks, i hesitate asking for help from my classmates, i rush for the gates once school ends. i need the meridian boys badly. i have nobody. the meridian boys are same frequency with me and it's hard to find anyone with the same frequency as me.

i spent the whole day at home thinking about all this shit. it sucks so badly. maybe it's because i spent the past week out of home studying and alot of time with leon. so staying at home today just feels weird and depressing. i seriously haven't adapted to school yet but the promos and everything is thrown to me already. if i should retain and meridian boys promote, it will be worse. i'll be really all alone already. why am i feeling this way?

I REALLY MISS...

Leon:
We are crazy boys. We always make it somehow.

Pam:
Many different roads to choose,
for the strength to make it through,
but it was always there in you.

Mugging Frenzy.

i'm blogging from some park in the siglap area now with a few new friends leon and i had made coz we're sharing the same table under this stupid pavillion full of bugs. so our new friends here are from vjc, two boys and a girl. it may sound shocking but these two boys are actually holding a cigarette in their hand now mugging for their j2 prelims. how cool, vjc has smoking nerds.

well, met leon for lunch at kfc over at siglap earlier today and we just sat there for the whole day studying till now. then in kfc, i met my favourite junior who is also there to study. well, we're crazy muggers but we're not done yet. in a few moments, leon and i will be going to meet carmen, her cousin and her brother to head off for the 24hr hongkong cafe. we're gonna study till 3am.

i'm gonna retain yet i'm working so hard. looks like i'm getting used to the momentum for next year. it really sucks if all my buddies promote and leave me behind. ugh. i hate jc.

Adventure Mugging.

so leon and i went out really early in the morning again today for breakfast and a really long mugging session until liangjing and rico came. so we went to walk around the marine parade area and found lots of cool stuff like a burger cake. hahaha.

i got a feeling leon loves supermarkets. he has a fetish with polar bear soft toys as well. so the four of us settled down again to start mugging more. well, we soon got bored and did some really retarded stuff. 4 boys, some coloured markers and it's tattoo time! =D

so leon gave me a sissy tattoo and i had to be nice and give him something more manly, one that supports smoking. hahaha. too cool too cool. so everyone left leaving leon and i for more adventures through the night. we have sneaked into underaged places, this time it's to try trespassing into property.

we freaking sneaked into victoria junior college and took pictures quickly before escaping. it was really stressful. we even had the guts to take a seat in the canteen for awhile. ahahaha. then we went on to explore estates around siglap.

so we found a new park in the siglap area! woohoo! then we finally reached siglap centre and explored the top levels which we've never really been to before finally settling down for some dessert.

some stupid kid thinking it's cool to cycle indoors.

so leon and i continued exploring the houses around the area before he finally reached his and i was left stranded alone waiting. alright, nothing to wait for in the end and i went home. sucks. ah, spend this whole holiday in either siglap or parkway, now i'm abit depressed about it. super lifeless holidays being all about books. ugh.

I don't know much,
but i know i love you.
And that may be,
all i need to know.