i have someone to deliver me gummy bears, cheesecake and even a surprise gift for me just before soccer started last night. how sweet is that and how lucky can i get eh? haha. so yea, spain won! woohoo! leon is right, year of the red. lol. well, singapore national team is also red but that's a different thing. so yea, monday has passed. =)

i had a pretty good dinner today. so good that i had time to try a little science project of my own. so what i did was i basically took a bowl of pure liquid chilli oil and threw some ice cubes in.

yes, the oil coagulated into a wax substance and soon the whole bowl became a solid bowl of wax. i flipped it out on a plate and it looks like a wax muffin. dammit, it's disgusting i tell you. no wonder i hear people saying that you shouldn't drink cold drinks when you're eating oily food, should drink something like hot tea instead to clear the oil. sick man, i got so scared i stopped drinking my soft drink and drank tea.

so yea, spent the day at national library with my project group mates doing our project. well, the library is very huge but we ended up picking the outdoor garden thingy place to sit down on the floor and do out project. haha. gosh, my members were late for an hour and i was on time. the wait wasn't so bad, there were some exhibitions there so i learnt quite a bit.

nothing interesting today luh. oh ya, there's one interesting thing, i threw enough money to buy a bottle of coke from the vending machine and two bottles popped out instead. the person queuing behind stared at me with awe in her eyes thinking that i deliberately did it with some high level magic. lol.

you know what? it's monday tomorrow, AGAIN. tonight, bratwurst vs paella, who will prevail?

lalala. good morning singapore. i think the weekends are just gonna fly past starting from now. ugh. anyways, wedding dinner tonight to attend at the singapore expo. life is boring and i don't know why. i miss my boys.

ahyo, my russian red army has fallen. judging by last night's performance, they should fall. judging from their overall performance, they shouldn't fall. haha. so anyway, i skipped school today to rest at home! hahaha. gonna head down to vivocity later to enjoy another movie in Gold Class! woohoo! oh, the movie is Wanted, the curling bullet shooting show. ugh, got makeup test tomorrow morning, it's a saturday man,

just came back from a really good dinner with my family and family friends. wedding dinner on saturday at the expo, i think it's something big? haha, then another family dinner on sunday with family friends again. woohoo, stuff me with delicacies man. lol.

blood drill!

gosh, even a bush doesn't grow upside down. haha. nothing interesting about my day except for a super challenging driving lesson due to a instructor who preaches the bible to me. oh, he also draws animals on coupons and ask me to guess what animal is it everytime we stop at a red light. lol, cute old man.

there was some excitement moments ago too. my cousin and i had supper and we saw two police cars speeding into a quiet abandoned carpark. so we finished our food quickly, and went into the same carpark to look for them. well, we saw the cars but not them so we got off the car and looked for them. we found them and tailed them till they turned into this really dark corner before we gave up. i don't wanna be a hostage tonight. lol.

so life's been pretty bad for me this few weeks. two biggest loves of my life which is hockey and her hit me together at the same time last week plus problems at home this week. yea, all the major things in my life haven't been too fine. well, at least i completed all my projects in time for this new term and i collected my repaired laptop today. so yea, smile, life goes on.

ya, life goes on.

one more reason why life goes on.

5th July

Divine BBQ Session

Featuring: Les Immortels (Champeons de Tampionieso)

Proud sponsors: H-TWO-O. Refuel, Rehydrate, Replenish.

Passion. Vision. Desire.

Speed. Power. Precision.

How hard will you work for your goals?

Tell me then, is there no one else?

so..I AM READY, are you? 

Fuck off.

if you think material needs are all it takes, wrong.

sometimes i wish i never grew up, i miss the piggyback days.

Fuck you bastard.

sakura dinner buffet never lets one down does it? hahaha. i'm super full from dinner till now man. so yea, another crazy night of soccer last night. all i can say is that Arshavin is the king, i have a new idol. so yea, woke up super late today and half my day was almost gone already. zzz.

back to my project! =)

oh ya, school starts tmrw. effff.

training this morning was scorching. gosh, last night was madness watching soccer. croatia is so super poor thing, super. i would cry for them and i my heart melted with their tears into the river of sorrows. lol. so yea, more projects to finish up and school's starting soon. efff.

and the 2 months begin.

PROJECTS!

trying to forget but it won't let go.

pretty boring day. met my group members for project in school then headed to city hall area. haha, the great singapore sale is a trick, it doesn't help you to save money, it only makes you spend money. yea, i got tricked, i bought new shoes today. hoho! i shall declare tomorrow as Complete-all-my-work Day. ugh.

Zohan was sexually funny and Get Smart is a total comedy, nothing to do with action packed agents. ha, it's amazing what i did today.

i survived last night somehow. betrayal and broken trust. hurt and disappointment. i surrender and just wanna forget about the whole incident. i'll forgive and forget coz all i ask for is peace but i don't think i can tolerate too many more letdowns. i can only pray it ends here.

When you try your best,

but you don't succeed.

When you get what you want,

but not what you need.

woohoo! mega spending today! haha, bought the bag above. well, now i've got a green room, green hoody and green bag too. lol. oh ya, the iris next bus sms thingy is bloody accurate. on the dot man, so proud of them. okay, i got nothing else to blog. byebye.

love or peace comes first?

ohhh, my gf going clubbing with a guy who kisses any girl when he's drunk and a bunch of smokers without me. i not worried at all leh.

gosh, my family just came back from their short trip moments ago. they were supposed to come back only tomorrow. dammit luh, now i can't sleep at their room anymore, i've been chased back into my wormhole. no more watching soccer on bed, i'm gonna save money to buy a teevee for my room. ugh. ohya, i can't wriggle to the attached toilet in their room anymore, i have to walk to the common toilet. grr.

coz my usual sundays are back again! =D

so yea, another crazy day with the boys beginning early in the morning at kemabangan. it's stupid what we did, i shall not say. all i can say is we had passion, vision and desire. we also did it with speed, power and precision. then it was all the way to carl's jr. at the old big splash, now called playground. haha, so kiddy name.

then stupidly, we all went to mustafa centre to explore and had lots of fun there before heading home and i headed out to town again to repair my bloody laptop which exploded. can only collect next week, so sad. using my sister's laptop now to blog for the sake of people like yuquan who can't sleep at night if they don't read my blog. lol.

oh ya, i bought something too! nadal! wheee! =D

HAHAHA.

driving lessons this morning was super fun especially at the emergency braking part. woohoo! haha. well, rotted the day at home thenafter before heading to fanglynn's for food, ice cream and dvd! lol. i just took a cab home moments ago and paid with nets, the uncle went to tell me, your pin number XXXXXX very cool ah! then i went, oh isit, why were you looking? he shutted up. ha!

FUCK.

Case #1

this morning, i left driving lessons early and wasted money so that i can rush down to meet the boys for a session of soccer. then great, when i reached, i saw an empty field with probably only a few crickets hopping about. so i thought i was in for a surprise, then i called everyone and realised it was cancelled, one of them was even sleeping! cool stuff. so like an idiot with my bag, and like an idiot who rushed for nothing, i just stood there. 

how far will you go to reach your goals? nah, not very far, because i'm scared of rain. fuck you tingxuan, i'll shoot you in the head.

Case #2

so i went down to paragon hoping to eat at spageddies, then due to some unforseen circumstances, they told me i couldn't eat there and have to go to the marina square one instead. great, i headed to marina square. surprise surprise, they were bloody closed coz they were having an annual staff dinner. once a year, probability is 1/365 and i hit it, what happened to the 4D chances?

fuck.

Case #3

traumatized with spageddies, i headed to long john. so the last time i went, they gave me burnt chips and said they would change it for me but they didn't send the new chips even when i finished my meal so i simply left. oh, don't worry ivan, they had a bigger surprise for me just now!

so yea, i had to repeat my order three times for the blur fucker. so the total amount was $9.30, before i even paid, he wanted to give me $9.30, fucking retard. when i asked for tomato ketchup, he gave strawberry jam. i ordered a grilled chicken wrap, he gave me a fish combo. bloody hell, what planet is he from? good job to his manager for sending him home early.

just burn me la.

my last year in the U-18 tournament, only a silver. dammit, we were meant for gold. time for bowling, goodnight world.

yay! we won the U-18 semis and we're through to the finals once again. we better defend our title man.

but in real life is woooooo!

federer got owned by nadal minutes ago. whee!

anyways, i endure monday to saturday every week just to reach sunday mornings to have soccer with my boys. today, it didn't happen. my day was gloomy and life seemed meaningless. sigh, it's so sad. well, luckily i had someone to save me by spending the day baking cookies with me! thank you. =)

so yea, we're the premier league champions once again. sadly, of all matches, i had to be suspended on the final match. tough luck, but a win is a win. kudos to the team. haha. well, another tournament to wrap up the season, U-18 semis tomorrow, last year playing for me. we had better win it again.

school training this morning was like swim training. lol, we trained in the showers and on a flooded pitch. you never get to play hockey on such pitch during a match but still, it was good fun. haha. the sun wasn't there to drain energy outta me but the flooded pitch made running heavy.

then spent the day rushing a little projects here and there. watched dvd with my baby and then dinner at the swimming club. poof! saturday is gone. i'm so sad now, my usual sunday session tomorrow morning is under jeopardy. sigh. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

driving lesson today and i got my biggest blow when i registered for my practical driving test, the final hurdle. i can only take the test earliest on 8th september! gosh, so many months more to go before i can drive. bloody hell. i'm so so so angry luh.

you'll always live in my heart. 6/6

ohhh, iron man was like the best movie ever, maybe because of the good company too. haha. so last paper today and i embark on my short but probably fun-filled vacations. whee! so yea, spent the day shopping and i realised that a credit card gives one many perks in many stores. lol. thank you very much fanglynn for the hoodie that i've been wanting for so long. dinner at newyorknewyork, my favourite manage is working. hotness.

oh ya, strangest thing happened two day when two slutty looking girls kept staring at me and moments later, they are standing from afar waving to me and signaling to me to go to them. i shook my head and looked away. haha, scary. sigh, attracting the wrong group, why slutty looking ones? ugh. hahaha!

i tired. i wanna sleep. bye world.

today's paper is screwed but i felt a whole lot better after popping down to icecreamchefs once the paper ended. haha. i think that time of the month is coming again, i'm feeling lethargic and have no mood to do anything. ugh. hate it, PMSMMS. Moody Man Syndrome.

so tell me. pursue your passion at a faster pace but get treated unfairly resulting in the loss of your pride or pursue your passion at a slower pace but not get treated unfairly and get to keep your pride?

my verdict on that long john silvers new chicken peg leg meal thingy is, awful. my verdict on macdonald's onion rings is, superb. hahaha. so yea, had my test this morning. once again, i'm the first to leave the room. haha. dead? perhaps. yuquan thinks otherwise. then basically spent the whole day with my baby watching indiana jones followed by dinner. indiana jones really never fails. 

you leave me breathless.

watched August Rush yet? you should. haha. i think i want my kid to be like him next time, not the orphan part but the child prodigy part. lol, i think it's pretty cool. sunday morning soccer session with the boys today, the weather and wet floor couldn't stop us. so we kept on winning for like many many consecutive matches. teams came in with confidence to bring us down but got knocked out one by one. which leaves me asking, is there no one else?

well, i think there were sore losers among those teams that got knocked out which could probably be the reason why liangjing's whole shoe bag was stolen. yea, wallet and handphone all inside. such shit happens when you're too good, almost immortal. hahahaha. the kings are back!

so anyway, june holiday itinerary with the crazy boys is out. it will be three action-packed days, date to be confirm. one day would be at wild wild wet followed by a sakura buffet. then another will be a trip to island creamery, followed by henderson wave at mount faber and top it all up with a carl's jr. meal at vivocity.(don't forget my coupons. hehe.) then the final day will be an outing to the zoo and i'll treat everyone! okay fine, it's because i have unlimited free tickets. lol.

hey boys. i'm ready, are you?