came home from work moments ago. slacked the morning and afternoon away with lynn girl at home to watch surviving christmas, nice show, really sweet and humourous. haha. work was fun considering that so many interesting people such as a girl named jordin came. hahaha.

lynn girl and i roamed the streets of chinatown today. then this uncle selling mushrooms decided to buy 4D for the number on the back of my numtee. lol.

my director at newurbanmale has taught me something very important about the mess i'm in now regarding my education. basically i've learnt that A DELAY DOES NOT MEAN A DEFEAT. yeap.

ah, time at work passed kinda fast today at cineleisure. then went shopping for new year clothes with lynn girl after work in town. instead of getting clothes, i got myself a pair of street soccer shoes. heh. then headed to arab street for a nice dinner at a really nice ambience. so another day just rotted away gaining nothing new in terms of education.

tennis with lynn girl at the swimming club was enjoyable today =)

djokovic won and i registered for a downgrade while lynn girl registered for an upgrade today.

last night was crazy. anyway, just glad everything's fine now. so yea, headed for some light lunch of sticky bread at sixth avenue with lynn girl after seeing sharapova beat ivanovic in the australian open women's singles finals. ugh. then watched the 27 dresses movie, cool stuff, interesting. best movie experience ever because..

then headed to singapore swimming club for a nice dinner and music whereby my cousin joined us. haha. great day, but tiring. wheeee!

i've been living in lies and an empty promise. it's like when you drop something, it still functions, but just because you dropped it once, it gets scratched, so it's not perfect anymore. well, you live with it even when the scratch is there, but now, you treat it differently. it just won't be the same anymore. to put it simply, it's the start of something new but not something better.

so yea, tragedy kinda struck today but my boys were with me. leon and yuquan, always there at the right times. so yea, we explored the usual places and a really cool one at the top of singapore as well. finally bought my emporio armani watch. so yea, it was a really terrible day to endure.

ended the day at yuquan's business for some new year goodies purchase. then a walk on my own to that special place, now i'm home. oh, polytechnics are jokes, they tell me that after a diploma, starting pay is like 1.8k. is 1.8k even fit for a human? my calibre is certainly worth many times more than that.

whee. so today was all tennis with lynn girl at the swimming club. i'm too good for her. too good. happy birthday jenn by the way, hope you like the gift from lynn girl and i. la la la.

east coast's sky seems to have more stars than other skies. hahaha. anyways, worked at citilink today which was very boring and time passed real slowly. so lynn girl got 12 for O levels, not bad, could have been better though. haha. went for a really great dinner with her parents, costed $60 plus which came with oysters for appetizer, soup, lobster for main course and a dessert. cool stuff. heh heh. i'm tired. zz.

headed to town with lynn girl this morning to walk around alot and i bought some really cute underwear for myself. hahaha. then ate alot, watched dan in real life which was a bad movie followed by eating alot again. whee! tiring day, very tiring.

work at vivocity is always fun, like today. haha, then i met one my customers who came before back at cineleisure, he was working at long john silvers so he gave me more fries and crumbs. heh, my good service to him paid off. well, i was also the idiot who ordered and ate breakfast at citilink's newyorknewyork with lynn girl like an hour ago. =)

slacked the whole day here at lynn girl's. anyways, life is fucked up. i got no fucking school, i don't know what i wanna do, i'm lost and stuck. i got no direction in life now. i'm different from others, i'm not perfect anymore, i'm not normal too. everything's just wrong. i will soon be despised, when others start doing big things, i'm still stagnant. people progress, i'm still. ah, fucked up.

people say it's okay if i cannot survive as a peasant in the small town coz now i'm moving to be the king of a village. so what if i really become a top student in poly? i'm still a year behind, still that loser. when the boys enter NS, i'll still be in the second year of a polytechnic or something. sucks.

being 17 last year was one of the few golden years a teenager have to maximise education opportunities. however, i stupidly rotted the year away and wasted my time. right now it's worse, everyday my brain grows lazier. i pass day by day not absorbing new knowledge but just witness time fly past before me.

it's fucked up, very fucked up. that button inside of me has been hit once again. fuck it. well, i know what to tell my relatives when chinese new year comes. oh hello, i'm a loser who wasted a year and have no idea where i'm going next but one thing for sure is that even if i finish uni or whatever next time, i'll be a year older than majority. wow.

Inside Joke

sissy. pussy. wussy. TRANSVESTITE.

Jay Chou Concert 2008.

i woke up to this wonderful homemade breakfast made surprisingly by lynn girl. =)

so yea, spent the afternoon with leon and yuquan eating a wonderful steamboat buffet followed by hunting for a gucci wallet for yuquan at town. oh cool, yuquan is bringing me to buy a watch next week, good one, a really good one. heh!

so yea, pics of jay chou concert...

the big gulp there which wasn't so big costed $3, that spoilt my mood already coz i'm not really a fan of jay chou as well. well, free tickets anyway. heh. so yea, it was basically an ahbeng jumping around on stage at one moment then emo-ing another moment. of course, dressed in very fancy clothings, like very. then soon, he even brought his grandmother out for a dance. fireworks and all.

well, atmosphere was good though. the loudness of everything and of course the great company of lynn girl made the concert alright afterall. yup, cool cool. anyways, jay chou is really popular, full house for last night and tonight. like what i believe, everyone loves an asian boy. =)

so i opened the store at cathay today and work was pretty cool. leon and yuquan visited me after their school so they were in school uniforms. well, seeing them in uniform reminds me of how we started at the same starting line but now we're all gonna reach the finishing line at different times. all races are like this, not everyone will reach the line at the same time, some will be slower but i'm glad that i'm somehow still in the race at least. yeap.

ya, then training at night. that's about my wonderful friday.

went to bugis today with a lynn girl to check out the new basement area. pretty cool luh, tons of food. haha. then took a super long stroll before heading home. tomorrow, i have to go open the store at cathay. ugh. quite a boring but happy day up till now. anyways, happy foursome to you.

ah, an interesting day of work today at cineleisure when bunches of SA people came in to shop. ugh. some familiar, some not. anyways, i'm happy because my big big boss commended that my self-modified flipflops are cool. lol. now, i'm a little stressed because i have the key of the cathay store with me and i need to open the store on friday. if this key gets stolen, i'm dead. haha, like dead. so i'm gonna lock it up now.

oh, i'm kinda happy because there's this new shop selling psp games near my area. =)

yup, i love macdonald's that much to own a shirt. lol. anyways, swimming and eating at singapore swimming club today was great with lynn girl. heh. oh, i learnt not to do something at a certain period today. shh, secret. hahaha. work tomorrow, yay?

work today was amusing when this lady came in and asked me to show her our tops for females. so i showed her all the brands we have and for each brand, she picked like two or three tops. i then went on to introduce her some popular designs, she took them all. without trying, she just paid hundreds for everything. cool stuff.

tom yum soup with lynn girl ended the freezing day perfectly =)

just got home from malaysia. arrived in singapore and i headed to have barbequed pork for dinner. i missed pork when i was at malaysia. it's hard to find pork there. so yea, same opponents again today and we drew them 1-1 this time. unlucky. oh i'm so tired.

so we arrived at malaysia, stayed at new york hotel, the same one the national team stayed back in 2006 for the razak cup. so yea, we ate alot, rotted alot, whooped the johor U-21 team 3-0 and ate more. haha, kinda fun.

i miss working at vivocity and my wish was granted today. oh yeap, i'm selling all five of the adidas hockey sticks above. nobody in singapore is using it yet, so if you want it, just let me know.

it has been a great day of work. so as a newbie, i was given another newbie which was even newbier to me, a batch later than me. so the both of us were put to open and manage the flipflops store all by ourselves. it was one hell of an adventure but more interesting coz we had to be like more independent and take ownership. cool stuff.

well, the first customer who came in wasn't too cool today. maybe a man in late forties but carrying a teddy bear, stinks badly and whole body was like soiled. what surprised me was that he speaks really good english but his behaviour and the way he kept repeating himself sure tells that he's a lunatic. so i had to inform superiors secretly while pretending to act like i'm really keen to serve him.

so he kept trying on hundreds of pairs of flipflops and staining each one he got his feet on. so the superiors sent a muscle man from the main branch over to keep watch. well, nothing much, lunatic left after like an hour or so. ugh. then had another customer who was really polite to me before finally asking if i can purchase something for her at staff discount if she made friends with me. slut, bitch, cheap and of course, ugly.

well, highlight of the day has got to be the sweetest when my seniors back in SAJC Hockey came to visit me at my work place and they are too free after their A levels. haha. well, many things went through my mind. like all the thick and thin we've been through and how much i miss those times on and off the pitch with them. ugh. anyways, shopping and ramen after work with lynn girl was great. lol, i was pwned.

that's it, i've registered for the SAT test in Critical Reading and Math.

so i modified my havaianas by simply exchanging the straps and also a little touch up with a red permanent marker. leon, it's bloody easy when you use some water. hahaha. so yea, work today was kinda fun as i finally got to be independent in managing a store without any seniors around. lol. anyway, that customer from queenstown sec should go look at the mirror before coming into the store and be so loose. eew.

just got home drenched by the rain. had supper with my cousin and dinner with lynn girl earlier on. lol. then had meeting at the club just now with the under-21 team. whee! trip to malaysia over the weekends for friendly games. cool stuff. okay, time to play psp! =D

btw, never drink red bull together with a fizzy drink. if you're curious, try.

spent the day working at my favourite cineleisure. haha. folded tons and tons and tons of clothes today. cool stuff, never folded one at home yet got to fold so many today. quite an experience i must say. well, those two SA customers that came in sure made me miss school alot. ugh.

once again i scream 2259.

usual sunday morning soccer with the boys again. haha. then we had our long lunch session before heading home for a really long nap till it was dinner. brought lynn girl to try eating some frogs, glad she likes it. =)

2259

dinner at east coast with my cousin and lynn girl was great with me gulping down a bowl of laksa, a plate of noodles and some satay. woohoo! thank you for slacking with me all day, it was surprisingly enjoyable. =)

my mum got my dad's friend to build an enclosure to lock me up because i've been naughty in 2007. quite a happening day, lunch with the boys and candy. then soccer at the cage and dinner with the boys till late. whee!

amazing how lighting these days can be. a little projector to make the ceiling blink and shimmer. haha. anyway, bruno's breed was great, just like him and also you who helped bring the schooless blues away. =DD

everyone's in school except me. i have nothing, really.

Happy New Year.

everyone has a new school term to look forward to. well, going into the new year, the days ahead will be like every other day that i rot away. 2007 was simply wasted and now i'm left with nothing in 2008.