and all the signs were so clear, but i was in self-denial.

moments ago, the truth was revealed.

it's over, really over.

how did someone you know for a month destroy everything we had.

it's not anger, but disappointment.

perhaps a little of disgust and disbelief.

i was wrong about you or anything, so wrong. i'm so traumatized.

sadly, i still love you and can't forget what we shared.

i don't regret asking you to study in melbourne, it's the best option for your future.

i want to see you successful and happy.

study hard.

i badly need someone by and on my side now.

i hate melbourne.

ivan the cuckold wants to go home.