just got back from meeting shanti, should have come here right after Os, she's like doing her second year in university now. ugh, too late. oh ya, i'm really excited about the gay scene here, shall find time to go check it out if i can, it sounds really cool.

bought pizza on the way back for lunch, it's really nice, packed with all the ingredients. coolios. so yea, lunch alone again today. haha. melbourne weather is really strange, the rain pattern especially. super weird and did i mention how cold it is here? goodness me, i did not bring any long sleeves and even brought lots of berms. zz.

since the day i stepped foot here, you haven't failed to meet him everyday. i just realized i'm facing competition, stiff one. ugh.

after much thinking, i realize that you do not need me anymore, you can live happily without me, in fact, you'll be happier without me. i'm at such a loss, nobody understands.